January 2012
4 posts
Numb.
This calls for Elliott Smith.
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December 2011
2 posts
11/8000
time for a break?
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September 2011
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August 2011
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July 2011
7 posts
So I’m spending my evening in a pair of shorts and a vest, ray bans on, staring out of my bedroom and listening to Elliott Smith.
I want Kopparberg.
I want to find some sleeping pills to chill out with.
I want to just capture bliss in a single shot and have it on replay.
No more worries. Just sunset, cider, Elliott Smith and calm.
But like most things we want, we can’t have.
I keep wanting to sleep about a hundred hours. More sleep. Then I want to stay awake and listen to music. Less sleep.
Stay awake and listen to Elliott Smith or go to sleep and have dreams that aren’t really dreams but aren’t really nightmares. Just bleak sadness that consumes for what seems like ten minutes but in reality is probably closer to about eight hours.
Dreams about death,...
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The water is so still in Trafalgar Square. It almost makes me feel tranquil. London is in mt blood as much as I complain about it.
“But does anything matter if you’re already dead?”
– My Chemical Romance “Early Sunsets over Monroeville”
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June 2011
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Vagabond?
Just worked out that first year, I stayed at 6 different places other than mine (except halls).
This year, it was 12.
I think I have issues with staying where I’m supposed to.
My messed up playlist of songs running through my...
1. Ca plane pour moi - Plastic Bertrand
2. Tainted Love - Soft Cell
3. Paper Planes & Bucky Done Gun - M.I.A.
4. Capital G & The Perfect Drug & Every Day Is Exactly The Same - Nine Inch Nails
5. Teenage Angst & Without You I Am Nothing - Placebo
6. Look At Me I’m Sandra Dee - Stockard Channing (Grease)
7. Two In A Million - S Club 7
8. Day N Nite (original) - Kid Cudi
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May 2011
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Here is part of an interview she did with the Guardian in 2006:
“Gwyneth Paltrow divides her films into two categories: those she does for love and those she does for money, or “shite” as she calls them, tentatively road-testing the British vernacular. Into the former category goes Sylvia, which, she says, “because it’s a movie about a poet who killed herself,...
pax-insomnisveritas asked: I know things are a bit shitty at the minute... but they will get better. I will be laughing and drinking with you in just over three and a half weeks. Hang on in there... x
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Towel at the door.
The thin blue towel that lives at the edge of my door and floor has symbolism. It sits in my peripheral vision. It’s a safety.
It symbolises that I want the poison from this room to not seep through to the other side. It means the person in here doesn’t want to be bothered. It represents my love for Sylvia Plath in the dark little way that makes me smile and the rest of the world...
Maternal side kicking in.
This is gonna sound so hooky, but watching this woman in the waiting room with her son and the way she’s looking at him, just so lovingly. I want kids.
pax-insomnisveritas asked: I can haz sending you my love xxx
Greatings to GMU, Virginia, USA!
Shout out to Kathryn, my number #1 favourite Tweetin’ and Tumblin’ pal. I hope you feel better soon dear, can’t wait to see you in LE2 / LDN :) xoxo
April 2011
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pax-insomnisveritas asked: http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lfahbfwm9n1qzlr04o1_500.jpg xxx
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“I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you...”
– Kat Stratford, 10 Things I Hate About You.
who said romance was dead?
I’d like to be one party in a pair of star cross’d lovers.
I need something super intense and loving right now to make me feel good
about myself.
The Depths Of My Kreative Secrets...: Gemini W /... →
thedepthsofkreativesecrets:
Gemini woman loves fantasy, mind games, a light and fun lifestyle. She won’t settle down with one man so easily. She’s quite sharp in her intellect and will use this to analyze her lover and figure out his behavior. Adventure, change, being able to go when she wants to go, independent and so…
I need to get all over this.
2010/2011 Season. Finito.
So that was it. The last game of the 2010/2011 season. We won 3-2. Pretty happy with this.
Although, my bad back was made worse by a stupid bint who turned a corner slower than a battleship, just still managed to get all up in my grill, smashing my back up.
It was an honour playing for ULMHC this season, here’s hoping next year is just as successful.
March 2011
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This is the point in which I wish I could turn everything off and shut everything down. I’m getting to the end of my tether.
Cloudy minds
I don’t think people can comprehend when you’re a sensitive person.
Do you know what its like to have been forgotten all your life?
Do you know what its like having made accommodations the whole of your life and no one reciprocate it?
Do you know what its like breaking your neck for people all of your life, for no one to do the same?
If you do, me and you should have a good...
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too much time for this →
February 2011
3 posts
Meh
I have laid in bed for the whole day, sleeping most of it, feeling sorry for the rest of the part.
I have a wicked bad headache and I feel super ill. Like, last 3 hours, just wanted to chunder. For the third Thursday in a row, I’m not hungover. I think its just me being ill.
Any who, I feel like crap. Utter crap. Can’t get myself out of this hole I feel to be honest.
“You don’t believe in God, I don’t believe in luck, they don’t...”
– My Chemical Romance “Destroya”